Today I had to buy new light bulbs from all the late night homework thats been going on around here. Bryan successfully burned out 3 of the 5 bulbs in the light fixture above the table.
It made me realize that in only 4 short months he would be done. That made my day.
Today MTV was in my classroom. They are following a student around for one of their shows. Another teacher is in my room that period but when I looked in the camera guy was videoing one of the signs that I have up in my room. It's one of my favorites.
It made my day that my classroom may be on MTV sometime (and I am very grateful that I won't).
It made my day when Bryan texted me this:
"Guess who I love more- you or all my tools...you." I was flattered.
It made my day today when our cable got shut off. We used up our free 6 months they offered us when we moved so now it is bye-bye cable and hello digital converter box. Awesome. Who needs cable anyway?
I remember once walking with my mom and a sibling (don’t remember which one) in a big parking lot. I don't remember where we were going or even what state we were living in at the time. I do, however, remember a game we were playing. One of us would shout out an object (parking space, tree, etc) and the others would explain how that object is like life or the Gospel. You know, like an object lesson.
I hadn’t thought of that experience until I had an unexpected object lesson yesterday. I went rock climbing with the Young Women in my ward. It was a 4 story rock climbing wall that that you climb up then repel down. I strapped on my harness and started climbing without a second thought. I was not nervous. I knew that I could do it. I am strong, I have long legs (which comes in very handy), a sturdy grip, and decent balance. I climbed up that wall and rang the bell of victory at the very top. I then thought of my options to get down. Let go, let go – that’s what I kept telling myself. The rope will hold you. But I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t trust that rope. It scared me. I couldn’t get myself to push off the wall and repel down even though I have done it many times before. I knew that I could climb all the way down. I trusted myself to climb down. So that’s what I did. I started to climb my way down. As soon as I took one step down, I heard from below me, “No, Sister Martin, you are not supposed to climb down! Push off the wall!” I know, I thought, but it’s hard. It’s just easier to trust myself.
I did actually convince myself to trust the rope and repel down. And it was fun. Some girls climbed up the wall just so they could float down. Me, I had to talk myself into it.
I thought about this all day today, you know the object lesson part of it. I think trust comes easy to some. I am not one of them. I am not talking about trusting your best friend, or a random rope, I am talking about trusting His plan. I am the type to want control. If I know what is coming then I can handle it. I am strong and trust myself. If I see that big boulder in front of me then I can climb it but don’t ask me to let go and trust that a rope will eventually get me around it. So today I make a goal to trust my Maker’s rope more- His perfect, strong, comforting, all knowing rope. I will do my best to loosen my white knuckle grip and trust. Trust that I will be ok, that the future is bright and happy, and that His plan is a perfect plan. In fact it might even be fun.
Here is the first one. Isn't it cute? Light little fluffy balls. I call him strep (it's short for Streptococcus ). He has visited me multiple times this year.
Here is my BFF number 2.
CVS and Walgreens have a little clinic. It is brilliant. I walked into CVS and walked straight into the office for a strep test, payed 27 dollars (thanks insurance) and walked away with 10 days of Penicillin today (oo, maybe penicillan can be my best friend #3).
I hope whoever came up with this is a billionaire. Tell him I said hi if you ever go. Afterall, we are BFFs now.
